venting.

I should've known that loving a worthless piece of shit like you was a waste of my fucking life. It's like loving the past. NO....POINT! Thanks for making me realize that most of you guys are just fucking assholes. Going back to the past for the 2987403984th time with you? NO! never again my friend...never again.

For anyone else who thinks seeing someone else be happy is good enough..stop yourself right now, and get out. Cause its not worth it.

And remember.. everyone can change as long as they're WILLING to do so.. or even CARE enough to do so.

Fuck you..your garbage.

Thanks for listening. =)

Follow your heart..don't forget the mind.

"What do you do if you can't make up your mind." "Follow your heart.."

What happens when you realize your just unhappy with everything after people have told you, you need to stick up for yourself and just leave? You leave. Never felt soo much pain rush inside me so fast in so long. I thought I had it good...and seeing him happy was good enough for me. But someone running in to make you realize that its not good enough is a good and a bad thing. Your left stuck...thinking about who and what to choose..thinking about all the consequences. And when you choose one..you think about what could've happened if you chose the other. I chose the other...and now sitting here hurting over the one thing that was my everything for the past...almost 2 years..the good? I get my head cleared. But thats not that good.. I may have a clear head but one thing is for sure...I'll never forget you...and at this point I don't know if I'll ever stop loving you.

Make the tears stop.

update.

Haven't updated in a while cause I've been too lazy to. Soo....

*Went to the movies and Ruby Tuesdays last friday with Rob and Britt to go see "The Orphan" pretty awesome movie, especially when you have someone next to you yellin "FUCK THAT BITCH UP!" at the screen lol! I bought the D40 with me so I took pics of almost everything...notice the daquri? lol.

*Movies again tomorrow, and my dad keeps asking questions about me going to the movies. SHUT UP! lol.

*Update on the reading list...still on the first book LOL. I stopped reading for a while =( I need to get to it.

*Birthday past btw..got an iPod Touch and a Nikon D40...the birthday kinda sucked but the gifts were pretty great.

TTYouguys later =)

twitter and skype.

I haven't updated in a while..but my birthday is in 6 days!! yes yes yes!! lol I'll be 19..last year being a teen =( haha.

I don't know what I'm gonna do for my birthday, probably something simple like..go to the movies or something. I work the day of my birthday, but there's the day after to do anything. =)

Anyway the title of this blog is twitter and skype for a reason.

The bf got me into the skype..only had like 2 friends at first and it went up to 5 oOoOoOo -_- lol but Skype is pretty awesome I think it's better than AIM..the video chat doesn't lag or anything...so if you have skype..add me =) supersno0k.

And there's twitter...I didn't want to have a twitter at first cause I was scared I wouldn't have any followers at all, but I ended up getting it..and I barely have any followers now but oh well...its pretty addicting... I'm following Tila tequila..aaannd she tweets like every 2 minutes...it's getting kinda annoying...

Got twitter? Follow me. =) www.twitter.com/supersno0k

About to get ready for six flags...for only like 4 hours though, but it's better than nothing. I'll post pics later. =)

neverperfect.

I've been meaning to update but I didn't know what I should put in the blog cause my life has been so boring lately lol. So I'll just be a bit random with this.

Marcus put a whole new twist on "No way Jose" and now its "No way Jo-zay" wack..I know. =)

I told Kyley I have a new polka dot fetish and she told me she has a "Josie's clothes fetish" meaning..I won't have any clothes and my purse will be missing the next time she steps foot in Maryland...that won't be pretty.

Lagging on the personal summer reading cause I haven't read in a while BLAH!

Got the sheet music to Halo and Mad...hmm...we'll see how that goes haha.

A while back I said "Love isn't about finding a perfect person but seeing an imperfect person perfectly." And I guess I'm not doing that in a sense? No one is ever perfect but seeing an imperfect person perfectly is kinda hard. Having your guard up and keeping them up is hard too. I don't know.

Peaceout Boy&&girl Scouts. =)

deletedelete!

I posted up a blog yesterday, aaaannnndddd today I realized it's too depressing for blogspot so I deleted it to put up a better blog that's actually exciting to read.

So I'm on chapter 4 of my personal summer reading, gonna do some reading after this so wee =).

My All Time Low cd came in today, AGH! Their cd is orgasmic..usually I would hate like one or two songs on a cd but for once I loooovee lovelove LOVE every song on the cd, pretty awesome. If Paramore doesn't make another album anytime soon...ATL's gonna have my heart caaauuuseeee they're just that awesome. Sorry. 0=)

Get it! Best few bucks of your life no doubt!

Like I said in the blog I deleted, I saw "My Sister's Keeper" yesterday and it's pretty awesome. Bring tissues if you easily cry in movies. There was this hawtie in the movie though, gotta show you guys who it is..pure hawtness. And he was a pretty sweet boyfriend too. Take note little boys hehe. =P Marcus says, "he hit it and quit it....literally" and sadly he really did. =( But anyway, I don't wanna spoil it for anyone soooo if you guys decide to watch it, look out for him. ;)

Til' next time blogspot. =)

eh.

Okay lately life has been pretty wack. Hate it. Yesterday I was walking around Bestbuy waiting for my laptop to be finished at Geeksquad aaaannnnddd looked at the cameras, bad idea seeing as I looove landscape photography and ran into this badboy.



It's the Nikon L100 and it's gorgeous. Love at first sight I swear =) Told my mother "I don't care about the TV or the ipod touch for my birthday..just buy me this!" And I doubt I'm gonna get it, but I just wanted to show you guys how beautiful it is. It's my dream camera no doubt.

So anyway, I got more RAM added to my piece-o-shit laptop cause my netbook doesn't have a video card to actually play Sims3 and I can actually play it, but it freezes like after 15 minutes of playing..it wasn't updated so maybe that's why. I hope it works.

Started my personal summer reading and I'm only on chapter 2 of the first book =(

Along with that, personal stuff has just been irking my nerve lately..sooo that's the update on this boring life of mine.

Laterbitches =)